my peeps The Boys
RaJ
Tayster
factory_peasant
Surfer Mitch
Scared Bunny
Jake
Hof
my peeps The Girls
Sass
Pajiba
Tristan Roy
Radiohead blue eyes,
crooked teeth,
intellectual,
goofball,
slacker,
socialist.
Stuff and Nonsense
You LOVE Me THIS much
What Came Before
Steff
Crystal
Lyvvie
Cate
OEN
--spared--
Rachel
bitchy
Dlisted
Janet Charlton
MPH
Go Fug Yourself
the pretty pictures
Owen Billcliffe
No Traces
Sam Javanrouh
the professionals blog
Matthew Good
Margaret Cho
Rick Mercer
Tony Pierce
Whil Wheaton
Waiter
shameless self promotion
About Me
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I've been thinking a lot lately about disappointment, because I think there is really nothing people fear more. Sure people are afraid of lots of thing, hackers, stalkers, rejection but the active fear of diappointment leads people to do many strange things. They lie, they avoid, they act out. This isn't anything new because fear, like love, makes you crazy.
Still how do you stop from being disappointed? Sure it's just caused by your projection of beliefs onto others and events -> but how do you stop that? When the every word you hear is visualize what you want and you can make it happen. I know it's not that easy, it's not that simple and that it can be very very dangerous. On the other hand having low or no expections to avoid disappointment is just as dangerous. It seems we walk a fine line between wanting something and wanting nothing in a fitfull mode of expectation and panic.
It's been crazy busy at work and I got weird traded shifts and haven't been here muck. To make it up to you I present you with part of my haloween costume ->
ghost writer Ambrrrr at 11:52 AM