my peeps The Boys
RaJ
Tayster
factory_peasant
Surfer Mitch
Scared Bunny
Jake
Hof
my peeps The Girls
Sass
Pajiba
Tristan Roy
Radiohead blue eyes,
crooked teeth,
intellectual,
goofball,
slacker,
socialist.
Stuff and Nonsense
You LOVE Me THIS much
What Came Before
Steff
Crystal
Lyvvie
Cate
OEN
--spared--
Rachel
bitchy
Dlisted
Janet Charlton
MPH
Go Fug Yourself
the pretty pictures
Owen Billcliffe
No Traces
Sam Javanrouh
the professionals blog
Matthew Good
Margaret Cho
Rick Mercer
Tony Pierce
Whil Wheaton
Waiter
shameless self promotion
About Me
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so this is for when you feel happy
:
Saw this thingy on Opaco's site(link to the RIGHT). It was to list 5 things that make you happy. Add to that Rob of Free Will Astrology saying I should list what makes me happy and we have the follow up to unhappy hour.
What makes me happy:
Sleeping well
Laughing (at myself, you, the world, a joke, a movie etc.)
Getting phone calls from friends
Driving anywhere (even just going along for the ride)
Singing
Dancing
Writing something I think is cool
Warm clothes from the dryer
Macaroni and milk
Comments
Long weekend
Barbequing
Taking pictures.
I know, in the end, what I really need is that miracle cure that will turn off my A-type personality and stop it from stressing me out, pulling me down and just really hating myself. I need that mental off button- the kill switch if you will, cuz that perfectionist miss is a grade A bitch who makes me wanna die with her non-stop tallying of what is and what I was supposed to be/have. She's the demons I haven't exorcised all rolled into one, and I have no Constantine of my own.
I'm my owm worst enemy, I'm my own worst fear.
I am only human and I have been brainwashed for many years. It will take a while for me to get over it and move on past it, hope you don't mind working with me through it. It's always good to know you're not alone :) Honestly talking about it makes me happy. I am shameless and I love to share.
Keep blogging.
ghost writer Ambrrrr at 9:43 PM